InsanityBreak my mindCrush my soulSuck my heart outLike a black holeFracture the spiritKill my brainYou watch and laughAs I go insane
WhyWhy do I do it?Why do I twist these words?Why has "I love you" become such a hollow phrase?Why do I find it so easy to say?Why do I do it?Why do I give people pleasure?Why do I only end up causing pain?Why do I induce heartbreak?Why do I do it?Why do I tell each one that they are special?Why do I say they mean the world to me?Why don't I stop myself?Why do I do it?Why can't I changeWhy can't I grasp loyalty?Why can't I just be....Happy?
MemoryI triedI really didBut in the endYou were just a kidAnd now all we haveIs this memoryA part of me cracksAt this melodyBreaking the bondsShatter the tiesSeparate the truthFrom so many liesLeave me nowGo be freeLeave me aloneWith this memory
Breathe AgainOnce morePlease just once moreLet me breathe againLet me take in your sweet scentLet me breathe againGentle aromas of lavenderDancing around youLet me breathe againThe intoxicating scentLet me breathe againThat smell, so undeniably youPlease...let me breathe again.
DriveI run my hands over herShe trembles at my slightest touchI give a little pressureAnd she purrs like a kittenNo one knows her like I doI wasn't the first person to court herBut I'm the only one who knows her so wellInside and outShe belongs to meOnly I can possess herOnly I get to see herThrough weakness and strengthMy Midori rides only for me.
InnocenceI had it onceAnd all I could think aboutWas losing itAnd then it happenedWas I happy?Without it...The world seems a darker placeShadows are longerAlleys are deeperCrime stands out moreWas this really for the best?